My Everything! :)

My mini Me's !! :)

 My baby sister Victoria Paige and her niece Zyien Ruth Marie..

This year my Paiger (baby sister) was diagnosed with leukemia..it has been a very trying time for my family and I...but GOD is so good she is now in remission and doing well! I ask that you continue to keep her and our family in your prayers!

FATE

Ok guys here goes another one...this one is umm a lil harsh! lol Guess someone pissed me off..IDK!! But i like it!! :) its titled "FATE"

what a fuckin lame...nigga that's all you got , stop..rewind..and try again..cause boo boo you gotta do better than that. shit you think this shit is a game, tryna win your pussy fame..your reward is my lil friend Hector Irvin Vince...better known as HIV...this shit at surreal it as real as you ever think it could be...think twice about the bitch you buff...cause for that 80% its hard to re-trust..so go fuck up yo life i don't care..go get that 20% to slob all on your knob...like one of those bootleg pussy cat dolls...shit i don't care cause while you in intensive care fighting for your life I'm in my books driving for mine...men come a dime a dozen, and fools come quarter of a pound...so i guess you one of dem quarters, that just was blinded by your dick and couldn't see that 80% right in front of you...so you come running back...but I'm grown and i ain't got no time waist taking care of life that has been wasted...so here it is in your face you should have thought twice and not let your dick decide your fate.

 

 

-Ryan Ashlie

 

 

FREE



OMG it has been forever since my last post!! Been totally consumed with school and motherhood! :) And getting all my much needed rest this Spring Break..well any who I found this poem I wrote back in '07 titled "FREE" and thought I would share..Hope you enjoy!! :)

I'm free..I'm free from the bondage he held me in for so long...hoping wishing and dreaming that the love that we once had will be re-birthed and forever are plans will end...reality proving that it cant be done he had let me go, but i, i was still holding on...hoping and wishing reality was unreal and that the love that i had for him will infect his bumping heart...then as the time passed by reality became so real, I'm so unhappy about the way he makes me feel....he doesn't hold me the way i like to be held, he doesn't kiss me the way i liked to be kissed, he doesn't touch me the way i liked to be touched, he doesn't do things that i like to do, how can the plans of forever end this way, this way of an unhappy heart...so i seeked closure..closure on why...why the burning love we once had suddenly died....then reality spoke its to hard to do, then my heart spoke and said yes and i will always love you...you set a standard so high for the next man...and thank you so graciously for loving me for the way that i am..

-Ryan Ashlie



Fashion quote for you..

"The difference between style and fashion is quality." -Giorgio Armani

"Fashion is not something that exists in dresses only. Fashion is in the sky, in the street, fashion has to do with ideas, the way we live, what is happening." -Coco Chanel

""Style" is an expression of individualism mixed with charisma. Fashion is something that comes after style." -John Fairchild

Re-Found Passion :)

So it seems like it has been forever since my last post!! My life has been totally consumed with the job of a student and mother. But every moment is a fulfilling and BLESSED one!! :) Now is the only time throughout my ENTIRE college career where I have focus and some sense of direction and anxiousness to get where I'm going! I'm looking forward to those 9AM classes where I cant understand a word my foreign teacher is speaking and that 3PM class where I'm completely lost as the professor gives us the formulas to solve the quadratic equation. Never have I been this filled with excitement about attending school. I have re-found my true passion, which is FASHION of course, and I'm SUPER excited about the path of success I am heading down!! ;-)

Barbie B**** !! (Nicki Minaj)

"NO I'M NOT LUCKY, I'M BLESSED!" -NICKI MINAJ

If you haven't already picked up her debut album 'PINK FRIDAY' you have to go get it..like yesterday!! :)

From her sick lyrics to her crazy dramatics and over the top fashion sense..I cant help but LOVE this chick!!

My Inspiration :)

My Joy, Happiness, Peace, Love, Sanity, Motivation..My Everything!! :)

So Hard To Find...

FRIENDSHIP! some people take it seriously and some take it lightly. Me? I take friendship seriously! True friends are so hard to find now days, and I feel when you do find one you need to hold on to them and never let them go! And if they are really your friend and you do drift apart, one way or another your friendship will re-find itself and it will be like nothing ever happened. By the age of 23 I can say I have made a hand-full of true friends (literally!). And I cherish every single relationship with each one of my friends. I find in order to create and sustain a true friendship you have to inhabit LOYALTY, HONESTY, TRUST, and LOVE!! :)

"Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget." -G. Randolf

Steve and Rachel

In most of my posts I talk a lot about my addictions and obsessions. This post is no different...I LOVE shoes!! What girl doesn't?!?! If I were to spend a BIG dollar on any fashionable item it will def be shoes. Shoes are what makes any plain and simple ensemble FABULOUS!! :)

Here are some of my favs...

L to R: Rachel Roy "Kimi" (Black) , Steve Madden "Blain" (Multi) , Rachel Roy "Kimi" (Pewter)