My Everything! :)

My mini Me's !! :)

 My baby sister Victoria Paige and her niece Zyien Ruth Marie..

This year my Paiger (baby sister) was diagnosed with leukemia..it has been a very trying time for my family and I...but GOD is so good she is now in remission and doing well! I ask that you continue to keep her and our family in your prayers!

FATE

Ok guys here goes another one...this one is umm a lil harsh! lol Guess someone pissed me off..IDK!! But i like it!! :) its titled "FATE"

what a fuckin lame...nigga that's all you got , stop..rewind..and try again..cause boo boo you gotta do better than that. shit you think this shit is a game, tryna win your pussy fame..your reward is my lil friend Hector Irvin Vince...better known as HIV...this shit at surreal it as real as you ever think it could be...think twice about the bitch you buff...cause for that 80% its hard to re-trust..so go fuck up yo life i don't care..go get that 20% to slob all on your knob...like one of those bootleg pussy cat dolls...shit i don't care cause while you in intensive care fighting for your life I'm in my books driving for mine...men come a dime a dozen, and fools come quarter of a pound...so i guess you one of dem quarters, that just was blinded by your dick and couldn't see that 80% right in front of you...so you come running back...but I'm grown and i ain't got no time waist taking care of life that has been wasted...so here it is in your face you should have thought twice and not let your dick decide your fate.

 

 

-Ryan Ashlie

 

 

FREE



OMG it has been forever since my last post!! Been totally consumed with school and motherhood! :) And getting all my much needed rest this Spring Break..well any who I found this poem I wrote back in '07 titled "FREE" and thought I would share..Hope you enjoy!! :)

I'm free..I'm free from the bondage he held me in for so long...hoping wishing and dreaming that the love that we once had will be re-birthed and forever are plans will end...reality proving that it cant be done he had let me go, but i, i was still holding on...hoping and wishing reality was unreal and that the love that i had for him will infect his bumping heart...then as the time passed by reality became so real, I'm so unhappy about the way he makes me feel....he doesn't hold me the way i like to be held, he doesn't kiss me the way i liked to be kissed, he doesn't touch me the way i liked to be touched, he doesn't do things that i like to do, how can the plans of forever end this way, this way of an unhappy heart...so i seeked closure..closure on why...why the burning love we once had suddenly died....then reality spoke its to hard to do, then my heart spoke and said yes and i will always love you...you set a standard so high for the next man...and thank you so graciously for loving me for the way that i am..

-Ryan Ashlie